OH SNAP, IT'S JAMISON

NEW JOURNAL!

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 14:20:12 GMT

So on a whim, I've decided to change journals. I still love this one, and I thank it for all the good times of letting me rant when I was bored... but it's def time for something new.
** So please, everyone add luckytobe_alive to their friends list **

I'll be posting everything there from now on. All public entries, no more secrets and all that bullshit. This journal will still be around if you ever feel the need to go back and read about my crushes on every boy in the world and why I hate my mom... blah blah blah.

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 01:51:51 GMT

What is this like, three entries in a day?

IT WOULD BE COOL IF I WASN'T SO FUCKING BORED.

Yo, this song is brilliant. Download it and love it with me.

Kyle is the worst bff ever because he never hangs out with me, but at least he talked to me tonight for more than 5 min.

Kaozkile3: we need to make love while listening to postal service!

And then, in heckling him to take me on the east coast tour to work the merch table:
sleep to burn: because who would want to go to florida over winter break?? no one. which is why i am here to help you out
sleep to burn: JUST REMEMBER WHAT A GREAT BFF I AM!!
Kaozkile3: ohh i do

I'm pretty sure that's a yes. HAVE FUN FREEZING IN JERSEY, EVERYONE!

I think I'm doing my poetry term paper on poems that involve animals dying violently. Seriously. I found three poems in our book and all. Now how do I write that into a proposal?

Tomorrow better be hella fun. The rest of my life better be hella fun.

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 19:56:53 GMT

Oh yeah, I forgot. When we got lost in Philly after the Blood Brothers show, we wandered around the Electric Factory and heard HOWIE DAY performing. He sang to me and Abba. And we belted out one line from a few songs we knew. We were totally drunk.

(No we weren't.)

My mom drives me crazy. She bought me pants though.

Tanya has pink eye, and she's fucking hovering over me. Now I'm gonna get her stupid plagues and die.

I'm kidding, I love her.

And cake.

And HIM.

And Nerds Rope.

Wait, no.

I want to hug everyone.

C'mon, if you want free hugs give me a call.

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 16:05:57 GMT

Blood Brothers last night was fun, too. Wasn't too keen on any of the opening bands, really. There were A LOT of damn kids there... that plus the venue (a Chinese dance club), and it looked like an emo prom. Sweeetttt. Bowman was grinding on me. Abba and I stole Josh's band name idea and ran with it. Josh got some girls crotches in his face. A lot of girls threw up. It was pretty gross. There was this 13 year old boy I wanted to ask to prom. He was already dressed in a suit. My hot stalker was there... oh, big surprise. He smiled at me. I was like WTF, STOP, YOU'RE TOO CUTE TO BE MY STALKER. It's starting to bother me, because I don't know what he wants from me. Forgot my camera. Damn. It was def a night of weird random photos.

Anyway, our band. We are The Bubblegum Kisses, and we play screamo dance music.

I AM GOING TO SEE JOHN KERRY AND BILL CLINTON ON MONDAY! So much hotness.

I decided. That. I'm going to stop being scared of life. Haha. I sound like Joey Potter. No, really.

You know what's funny? This is where I was on this day lasy year.

Anyway. I'm going to go be bored all day, because no one is left on this campus but me.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:25:32 GMT

I'm bored so I took a quiz.

Name: jaime lauren schuh.
Nickname: jamisonnnn, tokyo.
Birthdate: may 10, 1983.
Zodiac sign: taurus.
Siblings: no.
Pets: stonewall jackson, chad.

APPEARANCE...

a lot of people tell me i look like the lead singer for fall out boy.

DESCRIBE...

Your heritage: austrian.
The shoes you wore today: converse.
Your hair: is long.
Your eyes: green.
Your perfect pizza: your mom.

CURRENT...

Current location: my desk.
Clothes: hellogoodbye t-shirt, underwear.
Taste: apple juice.
Hair: wavy.
Smell: chanel no. 5
Thing you ought to be doing: homework.
Desktop picture: p0rn.
Worry: nothing.
Crush: paul abbamondi.
Shampoo: none.

LAST...

Movie you rented: soul plane.
Movie you bought: soul plane.
Movie you saw: soul plane.
Song you listened to: sum 41 "no reason".
Song that was stuck in your head: that my chemical romance song.

LAST TIME YOU...

Had a nightmare: every night.
Said "I love you" and meant it: never.
Ate at McDonald's: never.
Dyed your hair: never.
Brushed your hair: two days ago.
Washed your hair: two days ago.
Cried: never.
Called someone: three week ago.
Smiled: right now.
Laughed: right now.
Talk to an ex: yesterday.

LAST PERSON...

You touched: matt.
You talked to: matt.
You hugged: tanya.
You yelled at: greg.
You had a crush on: paul abbamondi.
You kissed: HAHAHA REALLY WANT ME TO ANSWER?
Who broke your heart: tanya.
Person that called you: theresa.

WHAT IS...

Your most overused phrase: most def.
Your thoughts first waking up: "i have to kiss my new found glory posters now."
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: tits.

DO YOU...

Have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no.
Have a secret crush: yes.
Remember your first love: mom.
Consider love a mistake: huh.
Wish you could live somewhere else: i would live in palmdale, in jessie's closet.
Think about suicide: right now.
Believe in online dating: yes.
Want more piercings: yes.
Want more tattoos: yes.
Like the taste of alcohol: yes.
Do drugs: yes.
Smoke: yes.
Have sex: every day.
Like cleaning: yes.
Like roller coasters: all the time.
Write in cursive or print: cursive.
Carry a donor card: yes.
Cuss: never.
Take a shower everyday: no.
Want to get married: right now.
Type with your fingers on the right keys: yes.
Get motion sickness: yes.
Think you're attractive: yes.
Care about looks: never.
Think you're a health freak: yes.
Get along with your parents: yes.
Play an instrument: yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals: yes.
Have a dream that keeps coming back: yes.
Read the newspaper: never.
Pray: yes.
Go to church: every sunday.
Have any secrets: yes.
Talk to strangers who instant message you: no.
Wear hats: yes.
Hate yourself: never.
Have an obsession: shoes.
Collect anything: shoes.
Have a best friend: yes.
Like your handwriting: yes.
Have any bad habits: none.

DO YOU BELIEVE...

In witches: yes.
In Satan: yes.
In ghosts: yes.
There is life on other planets: yes.
In God: no.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...

Long distance relationships: sure.
Using someone: all the time.
Suicide: do it.
Killing people: i love it.
Doing drugs: let's do drugs everyday.
Premarital sex: never.
Driving drunk: if everyone was drunk when they drove, this wouldn't be a problem.

FAVORITE...

Food: steak.
Things to talk about: beef.
Sports: football.
Clothes: i like to shop at 5-7-9.
Movies: soul plane.
Band: sum 41 sum 41 sum 41.
Holiday: palm sunday.

NUMBER OF...

Times I have had my heart broken: none.
Hearts I have broken: none.
boys I have kissed: none.
girls I have kissed: 28.
Continents I have lived in: three.
People I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 4.
Scars on my body: none.

IN THE PAST 30 DAYS, DID/HAVE YOU...

Drink alcohol: yes.
Smoke: yes.
Done a drug: yes.
Made out: no.
Go on a date: yes.
Go to the mall: no.
Been on stage: yes.
Been dumped: yes.
Gone skating: yes.
Made homemade cookies: yes.
Been in love: no.
Gone skinny dipping: yes.
Dyed your hair: no.
Stolen anything: yes.

HAVE YOU EVER...

Cried over a girl/boy: no.
Lied to someone: yes.
Been in a fist fight: yes.
Been arrested: yes.
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes.
Been caught "doing something": yes.
Been called a tease: all the time.
Gotten beaten up: yes.

THE FUTURE...

Age you hope to be married: 19.
Numbers and names of children: i want like, 26 babies, all born at the same time. each name will start with a different letter of the alphabet.
What do you want to be when you grow up: a postal worker.

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 20:41:17 GMT

GO TO MY NEW PHOTOJOURNAL AND OBSESS OVER IT AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS!!!

Today is awesome. I am awesome. YAY!

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 15:41:56 GMT

SOCRATIC

I CAN MAKE A MESS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS

HALIFAX

STEEL TRAIN

HELLOGOODBYE

THE EARLY NOVEMBER

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 23:40:48 GMT

CMJ WAS FREAKIN AWESOME!

Every band was great, and I went with 3 of the most awesome girls ever + the 2 coolest parents ever (Kevin from Socratic's). We didn't have to wait out on line, and inside the club was tinnnyyy! It was a renovtaed church. How random.

An Angle - New band. Loooove them. Lead singer sound just like Conor, + I think he looks like someone I know, maybe. And they have an accordian player!!

Socratic - Piano rock, yay! They played really great. We danced a little. Kevin gave Shilo a birthday shout out from the stage!

I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business - It was Ace's first ever show solo. Awww! He brought in a string section. Bling bling. I thought I might not like him acoustic, but it's very very very pretty stuff.

Halifax - Cocky little bastards, but they're hawt and actually, their music is good.

Steel Train - This was actually one of my fave sets of the night. It was all just groovin' and sweet love makin'. We danced to "I Want You Back", and I kind of wanted to make out with every boy that was near me. I'm sorry, but Steel Train is sexy stuff.

Hellogoodbye - Stupid Jesse and his stupid laptop!! It froze up and he had to keep restarting, so they went on a little late and the set was cut a bit short. Oh well. It was still fun. Played Shimmy, Call n Return, Bonnie Taylor, All Time Lows, Homewrecker and Dear Jaime. I danced the whole time, and it was great because some other people did too. This boy next to me was grooving.

Hidden In Plain View - Okay by this time we were tired, so we went up to the balcony and chilled.

The Early November - Ahhh, cute as always. Smashed up their equipment at the end. Haha.

After the show was the afterparty, but it was pretty lame. MC Lars was there rapping, and there were a few Suicide Girls grinding with each other. They were way ugly though. So we went outside where most of the bands were hanging out. We sang happy birthday to Shilo because it was after midnight and the filming dude taped it. Hurray, we're now on some weird Drive Thru / MTV2 video. I WASN'T DRUNK. Oh man, but I saw so many people I knew which was weird. Fucking CHITTY and RYOHEI from Houston Calls. I wanted to jump them. I saw like 4 people from high school, which was lame. Haha, one was KATIE ALLAN. She's such a poser. Nia, remember her in Ruxxian class? She was so preppy, and she would hang out with the jocks. Now she thinks she's all uber-scene, but it's only cause she's dating Kyle and he runs a label.

Anyway, at like 3am or so we left and got food at a diner. Then it was back to the Bryan's house for sleeeppp. We got up at like noon, and cleaned their house! Haha. They were so awesome to us, so you know.

I'm back at Rowan now and in the middle of my 5 DAY WEEKEND!!

CMJ pics maybe tomorrow night? Well, whenever I get my cord in the mail. They're really stupid and blurry though.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 03:20:07 GMT

Whoaaa there.

Take it easy, kid.

You're probably just running on a treadmill, anyway.

< / cryptic >

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:54:40 GMT

Been a fun few days... yesterday I went over to Carissa and Amanda's townhouse with Brianne and Kim and we PAINTED. Then I went to a s000per boring dance play with Joe, but thankfully we made up for it with Harry Potter 3 later. They had a raffle and I won a DVD of "Soul Plane". Haha, I'm going to watch it once, and then sell it on ebay or something. Today I saw Matt... and then tonight Tanya and I ordered pizza and watched the holy "Supersize Me" DVD. We set out to work on our papers... she finished hers, and I did like two paragraphs. Oh, I am terrible!

I made pictures of me and Tanya as zombies though. She posted herself in her journal. Haha. That's productive.

DRIVE THRU AFTERPARTY!! I LOVE TRAY!! IF THIS WORKS OUT, I WILL SIT ON JESSE K'S LAP ALL NIGHT.

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 16:14:28 GMT

Yesterday was fun :]

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 02:40:07 GMT

I love this band. Adam told me about them when I came back to school... I'm prtty sure he hates me now, though :(

I spent all weekend in the Venue offices doing photos/art for layout weekend. Many long hours staring at the computer, but it was cool because my BFF Joe was there and we made imaginary friendship bracelets, and I got Abba to make slutty faces.

I've been working for like, two and a half hours on this narrative essay that isn't going anywhere. I have no desire to write this stuff right now.

Tanya's been gone all day, and I'm bored.

Maybe I'll go to Carissa and Amanda's townhouse later.

I love sweaters, and I love the fall.

And oh god, do I love keyboards.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 02:21:08 GMT

Ohh, here we go again.

I'm in a lame mood, and if you were outside you could tell, because I listen to hip-hop when I feel down. Isn't that weird??

Tomorrow is going to be full of work, but Friday might be fun. This weekend is Layout, but my dear love Franz is going to come down! I am so excited.

Then next weekend I think I am coming home, because it's been a long while, and I forget what my mom looks like.

Wanna go out and get random tattoos and or piercings? I'm up for anything.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 16:42:55 GMT

This weekend was great, and I'm not too behind on my homework, either. I par-tayyed all weekend with Brianne, Carissa, Kim and Shilo, and spent ALL DAY Friday with my new bFF Joe and Jon (we hiked through the woods, broke into buildings and made friends with the Bunce ghost!). And yesterday Bri, Cris and I had our super picnic, even though bees totally crashed it.

The Friendship Nose is now a daily routine.

Joe was Harry, I was Hermoine, and Jon was Ron, but he took this pic...

YAY TANYA COMES BACK TODAY! I've been so lonely in this room.

Topher randomly called me at 1:30 am last night and luckily I was still up! <3 <3 <3

Today is a good day, weather wise, and I think Eric/Erik should take this opportunity to skate outside again... OMGSORRYBUTITSSOHOT.

Well, I believe I am going for a walk now.

still i love all of you.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 03:10:38 GMT

I love his song, I can't stop putting it on. I tried to avoid Head Automatica for awhile, because I thought people were only listening to them because it was the trendy thing to do. But I guess they are pretty good.

Eric passed by while I was outside, and waved EXCITEDLY at me. Shilo can back me up on this, she saw it. EXCITEDLY. He loves me, and I think he's the hottest boy ever, so end of story.

Oh speaking of Shilo, we're totally ditching classes Oct 13 to go to NYC and see THE EARLY NOVEMBER, HIDDEN IN PLAIN VIEW, HALIFAX, SOCRATIC, I CAN MAKE A MESS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS, and oh, what was that? HELLOGOODBYE!!!!! That's a totally valid reason to miss three classes.

I am too addicted to myspace. I get awesome messages though. Like I got one this morning from a boy I see around campus a lot. Yay! And of course my fave ever, where this guy writes, "Wanna make out? I have Nintendo". He's like my bFF now.

Today was an awesome day. I'm going to make this an awesome week. It's all about the right frame of mind.

i keep on forgetting myself.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 04:02:09 GMT

I told myself today was going to be an awesome day, and I was right!

I will now weigh it out in a totally scientific table:

[-] Waking up at 7:20am
[-] Being in Hershman's class

[+] Penrod's class was funny (desert boots!), and then it was hella serious and interesting. She is my bFF.
[+] Ramen
[+] Foster and Fell Far Behind show
[+] h4WT b01 smiling at me going to the student center
[+] Pointy flats!
[+] Pizza party at Jon's!

So it is clear. Also, my hair is crazy. Tomorrow will prob be boring, unless someone wants to hang out. Then Thurs night is 80s CRAFT NIGHT WITH THERESA! Haha, we're way cool. Friday is a Venue meeting and the start of (this semesters) BEST WEEKEND EVER, with a picnic, and party and Jorge extravaganza.

I'm going to have snacks and maybe watch C-Span again while Tanya K types...

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 03:05:30 GMT

Yesterday Brett and Tre randomly showed up outside my window, and we went to Philly.

They took my Taco Bell virginity here. I didn't order anything because I was a little afraid of the employees.

We went to an over-priced vintage store and Tre rocked some old lady fur.

And then we saw this cool Pagoda thing.

Then later sucked, but I found Brianne and hung out with her, Shiloh and Danielle (and her also-sexiled bf) and we watched "Pretty In Pink", and now that's like my new fave movie. I don't know why I decided to love the 80s so much all of a sudden.

Today was crappy too, because all I seemed to do was go to class all day. I hate walls, and I also hate telephone lines. I don't know why I just end up saying the worst things ever, but I do. It's freezing in here, and I'd like to curl up in bed and sleep all through tomorrow, but at the same time, I'm not so much in the mood for it to be morning, so I don't think I'll sleep. I have some reading to do anyway. That's right, bury myself in work... ha, like that ever works. I have a lot of crap work to do tomorrow. Can it be the weekend, already? At least that will be fun, because there are awesome plans in the works.

Arghghg. If I get another awesome fatedestinymagic! opportunity like on Friday, I'm so fucking taking it...

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:31:37 GMT

This weekend has been fun.

Yesterday I watched Ali G all day, and then went out with Shiloh at night.

I have some reading to do for bFF Penrod's class Tuesday, but you know, I'm going to be kicked out today so I might as well do it then.

My hair looks really nice today.

I think I'm going to get some brunch in a little bit.

I downloaded a lot of music that reminds me of, uhh, the good old days. Mineral. Braid. Far. I'm so nostaligic.

I received some awesome songs in my inbox. Tell me your email address and I'll send you some goodies, too.

I'm pretty bored...

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:04:59 GMT

Go to yousendit.com and send the next song on your iPod/computer playlist to jaime.lauren@gmail.com. Then post this in your journal and I will reciprocate.

Please?

This weekend has been pretty bomb. Brianne and I are proud of each other. I'm actually caught up on my homework. And last night, I ate the most delicious apple fritter ever.

!!!

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 16:38:35 GMT

So I got an email from Len, and there is definetly going to be a HBMLP reunion (the program I was on... the reason I went to Taiwan... you know this) October 29 - 31 in NY!!! So far I'll get to see him, Mike ("Bu Hao") and even Jacob is flying out of freakin' California! Oh, and Yifa! I really hope everyone awesome comes. I miss miss miss those people so freakin much.

I'M SO EXCITED!

Theresa, the invitation is being extended to our friends who are interested in Buddhism and stuff, and so if you'd like to come with me I'll email you the info :] There's going to be meditation and Taichi and it'll probably be like a weekend version of what we did at the temple.

Why am I burnt out of school already, when I've only been here a little over two weeks? I wish I could drop a class. But then I just think it's a challenge, and I don't want to pussy out. If I can manage a good GPA, I'll give myself a pat on the back.

This song makes me think that I live in a castle in a Nintendo game. I like that.

The Comcast van is here again, but I doubt they will fix anything.

I'm deliberating making another photo journal. But a real one. Hosted somewhere. I don't know.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 01:36:01 GMT

So today I could have seen both Outsmarting Simon and Days Like These for free, but I'm incredibly lazy. Instead I went out for dinner, but it was way worth it, because we had an awesome time!

I need a week off of classes to catch up on everything. This semester is looking like crap.

I feel pretty blah.

Things are stupid.

At least I have awesome friends.

I'm going to continue to taunt Tanya K by playing songs that she doesn't know.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 21:14:45 GMT

So this weekend...

Friday was crappy, and I was in a bad mood, but then at night we went to the cafe and boys + acoustic guitars made me feel better. Saturday I went home and met KT there. She was happy to see me, which was a first in all of our lives. We called Gram over, and she brought us Chinese food. Mom and Dad ended up coming home early from Delaware, because they wanted to see us... oh well, it wasn't so bad. Best part was that I got a call from Teri because she was home for the day, so we made plans with Heather, the twins and Greg to go out for her birthday while we were all together. So we went to Olive Garden because OMGBREADSTICKSYAY. Hella long wait for a table... we should have called ahead. But really, it was nice to just be able to chill out with everyone again. We came back and called it an early night, because Teri had a test tomorrow, and I needed to drive back to school. I ended up sleeping late though...

Anyway, I cam back and spent yesterday doing dumb poetry homework. And then she ended up giving us two extra days to do it. Well. I guess it's good because I originally half assed it.

Sometimes I think I'm a terrible friend. Because... I get lazy and forget to keep in contact with people that I should. I think I'm going to resolve to change that. I think this came about because I randomly got to talk to Kyle yesterday, and we had sooo much to catch up on, and it really hit me how much we haven't been talking lately. We were like bFF all last year! So yeah...

Anyway, I'm going to make a quick dinner soon I guess, and take advantage of this sweet sweet hour where I have nothing to do.

ps: Last night I ended up seeing Napoleon Dynamite for the THIRD time. Damn, I love that movie.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 17:06:34 GMT

So I'm sorry I've only really just been posting photos lately, but I've been on a bit of a writing-on-paper kick, so I've got pages in a notebook full of thoughts, and when I get here, I really have nothing left to talk about...

So last night was The Early November show in the SC Pit, and I went with Tanya K (who has an article about it coming out for The Whit... you know, some newspaper I don't read) and we met our fave little brother, Adam. It was a good set. I think they played every song they have ever known, and fit it all into an hour.

I took some photos. Mostly of Joe because he was right in front of me, and I have a bit of a thang for him.

After the show we got to chill with Ace and Tanya K asked him some questions for her article. I lamented the demise of his 'fro. The best part though, was when she asked what the would classify their music as, and Joe pops in and he's like, "Uhm... blowjobishness!" And Tanya's like, "I don't think I can write that..." and he's like, "Well, take an "o" out or something". And all the while Ace is like, "Uhh... please don't print that".

Haha... uhm, okay. I've got to get ready for class now or something.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 20:23:53 GMT

every moment of your life is practice.
and practice makes perfect.

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 17:32:00 GMT

This is my favourite photo ever.

Classes have been going okay. Nothing exciting, though. Pam's in my Modern American Poetry class, and I'm pretty sure I will regularly see Abba on my way to Writing With Style. Today during Linguistics the Prof brought her dog to class. She's a little crazy. I finally saw Theresa; we met up for dinner. I missed that girl! Anyway, after that Tanya K and I weren't tired and were feeling social, so we IM-ed Brianne from the Rowan LJ Community, and invited her over. She is so awesome!! It was def a fun night.

I had class at 8am this morning, and when I came back I took a nap, then a shower, cleaned up the room a bit, got some lunch, and now I feel fab. I don't have another class until 4:45pm, and Tanya's gone all day, so I'm going to figure out something to do for a few hours.

It's also a beautiful day.